Angela Aspen - I Started Swinging!
01/18/2010
From Angela Aspen’s myspace blog we find this interesting yet somewhat rambling entry about her decision to jump into the swingers lifestyle. We edited it a bit for continuities sake. We had no idea this busty Amazon of a woman was an avid mountaineer and preachers daughter. I chase the high of adrenaline. I’m a backpacking mountaineer and live to summit the next unknown 14er. I routinely push my body pass the timer line to see what I’m made of. I take Aspirin to thin my blood so I don’t black out on the mountain. I trail run with my pack on to condition and push my body. I research my trails, so I know what I’m getting into though I’m occasionally surprised by life altering experiences.
On May 31st of last year, a freak snow storm hit the mountain I was on. Search and rescue was called to pick up me and my two friends as we clung to the side of a rock face. We weren’t prepared. It made me question every part about my life. Regrets, happiness, family, and the life I choose to live.
Then there’s sex. I want to push my body to see how much it can take. A challenge. A hunt. Pushing my body to the point where I question my survival. How many guys can I fuck? How much anonymous sex can I have in a day? Will I encounter something I can’t handle?
Swinging with LA’s most beautiful people in a free thinking environment feels like a safe way to push my boundaries. So this week, I will sign up for a social swinging dating site.
I recently went on CNN and googled articles about swinging. Those articles are from the point of view of vanilla shocked conservative Puritan. All written by women who haven’t given head sine they were dating their spouse 27 years ago. Written by women who believe their CEO husbands are happily monogamous to them and their cookie cutter life of 2.5 slut teen daughters and a picket fence.
What do I have in common with those writers besides a pussy? Well, I am a conservative. A conservative, gun slinging, capital punishment slut that fucked three guys today and then wanted to come home to male talent for more!
Why, after being laid so much would I want to join a swingers site? I have no clue but, I want to find out. I want to be in an environment where it’s ok to be a sex slut. I want to be with women where we understand our deep desires for sex and date couples that I see as healthy role models of open relationships.
I was a wife for a moment when I was 25. We started in the lifestyle because the sex biz mountaineer is the girl he fell in love with. We stopped swinging as he questioned me with the same question I have 3 years later. Why would I get laid all day and then want to go out on another date (fuck)?
Being an exhibitionist all my life, either as a stage hungry preacher’s daughter or porn star maybe explains whey I jumped headfirst into weekend swinging parties. I’m stirll trying to figure out the connection that lead me from being a preachers daughter, to seminary graduate, to leading high school assemblies for “True Love Waits”, to gang bang swinger porn slut.Is it my preacher’s daughter rebellion? I did keep my lifestyle hush. Two lives, the mountaineer and the fetish sex slut. Is it my guilt of preaching to teens against masturbation and pre-marital sex? A self-hate?
However, do I really want to shrink myself or plan for my lifestyle party this weekend? So I logged into my swingers website and am ready to see where this adventure takes me.
You can watch Angela in Big Tits Boss # 8 avaliable from HustlerHollywood.com
You can read her unedited myspace posting HERE.
